sigh...

and this song isn't helping me ease the downcast mood.

maybe this is just the result of not getting what i want. what i mean is i've had so many academic plans for this year that i'm kind of disappointed at myself for not even walking up the stage for special awards. it's not really my grades but my character. sigh.... i always have to stand up for what i think is right and i can't help it. sometimes i even doubt if what i stood up for is right but in this case i'm a hundred percent sure. oh well, what's done is done.

"we're leaving here tonight. there's no need to tell anyone, they only pull us down. so by the morning's light we'll be hlaf way to anywhere, where love is more than just your name...."

sigh... (again) when will someone tell me this and mean it?

--chiiru--